Thursday, August 14, 2025

Story: Penned Up - Chapters 1-2

Tags

Mind Control, Female Dominant, Male Dominant, F/F sex, M/F sex, Bondage, Fetish, Lactation, Cows, Transformation

Synopsis

Courtney is kidnapped by her former boyfriend and sent to the Farm, where the Doctor is tasked with converting her into one of his milking cows.

Author's Notes

This one is another tribute to Tabico's 'Herd Instinct,' because I like her ideas too much to let them go.

If you enjoy my works, you can find more of them on Amazon at my author page here: https://www.amazon.com/stores/Caroline-Waters/author/B07VY87GDW

Penned Up

Chapter One - Capture

A sudden shift of the limo forced Courtney against the door, bringing her out of a groggy sleep. She grunted through her nose, bleary eyed as she tried to make sense of the situation.

Something large and round had been inserted into her mouth, preventing her from closing her jaw, tight bands running across her face and over her head.

From what she could see out of the corners of her eyes, they looked like straps. Running down over her nose, they terminated at a large square piece of leather planted over her lips.

It was a gag. There was a long, curved tube projecting from the front, a fat ball bouncing at the tip whenever she moved her head.

Annoyed at how tight the ball sat against her teeth, she instinctively tried to reach up to remove it. Chains jangled at her wrists, snapping taut before she was even able to get her hands above her chest.

Disoriented, her head spun. Taking a moment to catch her breath, she looked down in an attempt to understand this unexpected restriction. The ball pump danced on the end of the tubing like an elephant's trunk. She giggled through her nose at the absurd thought, alleviating some of the sudden fear that had seized hold of her body.

Furry cuffs were clasped around her wrists, locked together so that she couldn't split her hands. She could ball her fingers into fists, but that was about it.

Worse, a chain dangled below, leading down to her ankles, which were similarly bound. If she tried, she could lean back in the chair and raise her feet, but she was soon arrested by another short chain secured to an eyelet on the floor.

Bound and trussed like this, she wasn't going anywhere, even if she could get the door open.

That wouldn't stop her from trying!

Clenching her teeth around the gag, she turned to the left, working to bring her hands closer to the door handle. It took a few attempts, but a helpful jolt from a turn put it right within her grasp.

Flexing her pink fingernails, she tugged on the handle, disappointed to find that nothing happened. The door remained stubbornly closed, and her shoulders were feeling the strain from the odd position.

It was probably a child proof lock that had defeated her, which made her growl with anger. She cursed through her nose, scowling around the gag as she rattled her fists in the cuffs.

Throwing a temper tantrum didn't help her, but it made her feel a little better, like it usually did. She couldn't wait to tell off Bradley about this little stunt of his!

She knew exactly who to blame for her current predicament, for she had been on a date with her boyfriend just the night before. The last thing she remembered was drinking a bitter liqueur as a digestif before the dessert was to be served.

The summer sunset was a delight to behold on Bradley’s rooftop paradise, yellow and orange hues sparkling through the tall spires of the city. She had been looking forward to a slice of cheesecake, then a twilight dip in the infinity pool, celebrating the night with her latest swimsuit.

It was a red number with a sheer cut, meant to entice her rich boyfriend into further improprieties. As long as she kept him wrapped around her finger with the correct application of lust, he wouldn't think of wandering off with another bimbo!

She hadn’t been too worried about that possibility. He was absolutely enamored with her, giving her lavish gifts and taking her on exotic vacations. She wouldn't have thought that he was capable of this.

And yet, here she was, trussed up like poultry. There must have been something in that drink, dammit!

She let out an exasperated sigh, the air hissing through her nose. No matter how much she chewed on the gag, it refused to yield, and despite the softness of the cuffs, she could feel them chafing her skin.

Was this meant to be a sort of kinky sex getaway? Or had he finally tired of her and decided to sell her off to a slave trader?

Her imagination was beginning to run away with her. She dismissed these ideas as wild flights of fancy. There was no way that Bradley L. Best would be caught dead with egg on his face! This was almost certainly a headgame, and she was going to win it!

Frowning, she sat back in the seat and laced her hands in her lap, waiting patiently for something to happen. Bradley was a braggadocio, so it was unlikely that he would keep her in the dark for long.

Now that she had decided to wait him out, she began to notice more details about her predicament. She was still wearing her floral print dress from the previous night, the low cut top swooping down far enough to show off her breasts.

She prided herself on their size and softness, considering them to be one of her best attributes. Bradley certainly seemed to spend a lot of time servicing them, and she enjoyed pretending to feed him like a child.

She had made several surreptitious recordings for blackmail material, but none of that would do her any good unless she could somehow access her phone!

Her eyes darted about, looking around the interior of the limo. She was chained in the rear seat, smooth black leather bench seats mounted to the sides of the vehicle. An oval coffee table made from oiled walnut was placed between them, deep pocket holes mounted at the edges to hold drinks.

None of that interested her, however. She had caught a gleam of a gold chain from somewhere near the divider that sectioned passengers off from the driver's compartment.

She twisted her neck, a thrill running up her spine as she spotted the familiar shape of her purse, a black affair with a thatched weave pattern, gold letters proclaiming its pedigree.

Tugging at the chains, she growled into the gag. With their length, the best she could do would be to fall over on the floor, and that would make this journey way more uncomfortable!

Her face suddenly became itchy around one of the gag straps, and she scrunched up her face, doing her best to relieve the irritation. This provided enough movement to lift the strap away from her skin, but it did make the buckles tighter around the back of her head.

Gnawing on the gag, she swallowed a wad of spit, annoyed to find that some had worked its way out of the gag onto her chin. If she lowered her neck, she could spread some of the mess onto her chest, but that was about it.

Letting out an exasperated sigh, she leaned back in the seat and sulked. It looked like she was stuck, with nothing to do.

Her mind turned over, manufacturing a long list of insults she could fling at her boyfriend later. He was going to owe her for putting her through something this crazy, even if it turned into a bout of kinky fun sex!

The limo swayed again, the tires clunking as they popped over a curb. A small screen rotated down from the ceiling, buzzing as a black haired man appeared on the display.

It was her boyfriend, looking rather bored. “Hello, there, bitch,” he said in a dry tone, almost as though she wasn't worth the effort.

She clenched her teeth into the gag, staring daggers at him. How dare he call her names when she was unable to return the favor!

His lips quirked into a small smile, his brown eyes hard and cold. “I see you're starting to settle in,” he said, his lips pressing together. “I wouldn't get too comfortable, as you're almost at your destination.”

She hissed through her nose like a cobra, jerking towards the camera with a scowl on her face.

His smile extended into a leer. “I wouldn't try that with the good Doctor,” he said in a slow drawl. “She knows well how to deal with recalcitrant animals.”

Courtney had no idea what he was talking about, but a shock of fear ran down her spine. She forgot herself, trying to stand ineffectually, the chains bringing her up short. Stumbling, she fell back into the seat, falling over to one side.

Sniffing, Bradley gave her a supercilious stare. “Look at you, you're an absolute mess. We'll see how you improve after some much needed training. You certainly can't behave worse than you have the last couple of weeks.”

He lifted a handkerchief, blowing his nose. “Allergies, you know,” he snorted, lifting his upper lip in that annoying little habit he had. “Abominable. Anyhow, I'll check up on you in a month or two, once the basic body mods and training have been completed.”

His face twisted into a cruel grin. “Since you've insisted on acting like a greedy cow so far, I'm curious to see what you'll devolve into after being treated like one full time.”

Panicked, Courtney whined through her nose, giving him pleading eyes.

A feral interest suddenly appeared in his features. “Yes, more of that, please! And to think I waited so long before deciding to commit you to my menagerie!”

Courtney slumped, blinking back tears. There must be something wrong. Why wasn't her pleading working? It always had in the past!

His eyes hooded. “It remains to be seen whether you'll become a useful part of the herd, or just another producer, lost in the crowd.”

He yawned, his interest fading away. “We'll have to wait and see whether or not my investment will pay off, but in the meantime, please do your best. It would be a shame if you wasted what little potential you have left.”

She wanted to growl at him again, but the screen went dark, curling back up into the ceiling, leaving her alone.

The terror gurgling in her belly took on a different tenor. She at least knew who was behind her abduction, but she had no idea what he was talking about.

Herd? Cows? Animals? He made it sound as though she was being sent to some kind of farm.

If so, that would be highly illegal. She could already pin kidnapping on him if she could get to her phone, but it was clear that there wasn't any way she was getting these chains off herself.

Twisting her wrists, she yanked on her ankles. Nope, nothing doing. She was still wearing her socks, but somewhere along the way her ruby red pumps had been removed.

She might feel the loss more if she had bought them herself, but as it was, it simply meant that he didn’t expect her to need them.

Damn the man! Why had he done this? Everything seemed to have been going so well!

Sure, he had a reputation for swapping out girlfriends every six months, and she was nearing the end of that timespan, but there hadn’t been any sign that she was nearing a limit. On the last trip, he had bought her a golden charm bracelet and promised her something special to celebrate their half year anniversary!

She glanced down at her wrist, her heart sinking. The bracelet was gone, perhaps retrieved to be given to his next unlucky victim.

It had all been a little too good to be true, a fairy tale existence. He had brought her out to exotic locales to party with him as arm candy. Dubai, Rome, Monaco. For a short time period, she had thought that she might go mad spending all her time on his private jet!

And yet, it had gone surprisingly quickly with the amount of torrid fucking they had done in the cabin. Forget the mile high club, she had done that and all distances in between!

Near the end, he had started to incorporate more bondage elements to ‘spice things up,’ as he termed it.

She supposed that this should have been a warning sign, but looking back, it had simply been a way to unlock her inner beast. Nothing had felt better than a climax while cruising at altitude with her legs forced apart by a spreader bar, hands cuffed.

Even now, she could feel a faint reminder of the pleasure that had ripped through her pussy when he yanked on that bar, forcing her onto his thick cock.

Damn, this really wasn't the time! She blinked tears out of her eyes, trying to come up with a plan.

She had nothing. She didn't know where she was, where she was being taken, or what they were planning on doing with her.

Well, that last point wasn't entirely true. He was giving her to the Doctor, whatever that meant. He had also said something about a herd? Just what kind of a farm was he running?

The limo slowed to a halt. She took a deep breath, preparing herself. Whatever happened next, she would face it with aplomb. He couldn't hold her forever. She would find a way out of this, and nail him to the wall!

The door cracked open, and her head jerked around, adrenaline pumping. Her nostrils flared as she took in the slender woman leaning into the limo, surprised by the bright red outfit she wore.

It was glossy and bright, as if it had just been oiled, and she was wearing tight, black gloves as well. Her face was just as cold as Bradley's, long, arched eyebrows painted over thick eyelashes.

Her features were distinctly Asian, with narrow cheekbones and thin lips, painted the same color as her bodysuit. A tuft of brown hair curled over her brow, a white stripe running down the center.

It looked artificial, possibly a wig. Courtney's first instinct was to taunt the woman, but she couldn't manage much more than a slobbering gurgle through the gag.

The woman ignored her noises, cupping Courtney’s head with her gloved hands, fingers curling into her bleached blonde hair. Courtney tried to turn away, but the woman’s grip was steady, her eyes dancing over Courtney’s features with a clinical gaze.

Letting out a sniff, she let go, inspecting the rest of Courtney's body with a quick glance. “He hasn't given me much to work with, but it's possible that you'll respond better than some of the other subjects.”

She snapped her fingers, and someone outside the vehicle handed her a small molded mask, triangular shaped. Grabbing the strap on the rear, she tugged it out and placed it over Courtney's head, dropping the mask onto her nose before she could blink.

Courtney twisted her head, but it was too late, the attached tubing following her every movement. She could avoid it momentarily by holding her breath, but there was no point - she was only delaying the inevitable.

She took a rough breath when something cold wiped over the crook of her elbow. Sweet air poured into her lungs, tinged with something artificial.

Not good. She yanked her head back, suddenly feeling a little woozy.

The woman in red had a syringe in her hands, flicking the cylinder to force any air bubbles to the top. Pressing the base against her palm, she watched calmly as a small spritz of fluid burst forth from the tip.

“Breathe deep, little cow. This next part won't hurt. In fact, you won't remember anything at all.”

Courtney tried to pull away, but her limbs weren't working properly. She felt funny as she took another breath, trying to regain control over herself.

Her head was spacy, flying away from reality. She had been drugged.

Sagging, her eyes rolled up as the needle punctured her arm, coldness flowing into her veins.

“That's a good cow,” whispered the voice from far away. “It's sleepy time. You want to be well rested for the training to come.”

They kept mentioning that. Why did she need to be trained, and for what purpose?

Courtney sighed, her thoughts slowing to a stop. The world drifted away, a staticky buzz filling her brain as her eyes slid shut.

Chapter Two - Modified

Her nostrils flared, eyes snapping open. She immediately closed them again, an image burned into the back of her brain.

The sky was a searing bright blue, wispy cirrus clouds climbing high into the atmosphere. She blinked, tearing up, trying to get used to the light.

Eventually, she was forced to avert her gaze, taking in the large grassy meadow laid out before her. She was positioned on the side of a gentle hill, the terrain sloping down to a small pond.

A line of fencing ran from there over to a towering tree in the corner, looping around in a jagged curve to run up the hill. Sighing, she raised her head, which still felt rather woozy, slowly looking around.

There wasn't anything particularly interesting, just more grass and fences. She appeared to have been placed inside a paddock.

Her groggy mind tried to process the scenery, but what she was seeing was confusing at best. She let out a grunt, which sounded like a low groan to her ears, a rising exclamation that was more akin to a barnyard animal than that of a human.

Frowning, she swallowed, realizing that there was something stuck deep in her throat. She licked her lips and swallowed again, but she couldn't clear the odd obstruction.

Lifting her hands to her neck, she became even more confused as the rounded curve of a large object bumped up against her throat.

Making another nondescript groan, she held her hand out in front of her face, trying to make sense of the situation.

It took her several moments to understand what she was looking at. That wasn't a hand, it was a hoof!

A cow hoof, to be precise, with a cloven front end, black keratin curving down to meet at two neatly trimmed points. Turning her wrist around, she was stunned to find a concave interior, the hard outer walls colored an off white. Below that, higher up on her wrist, was a jutting thumb shaped projection, a rounded nub that appeared to grow directly out of her skin.

She tried to move her hand, but it felt numb and stiff. The nub twitched a little, but that was it. Mouth gaping wide, she turned the hoof back and forth, trying to reject the truth hammering at her brain.

This… thing had been grafted to her body, either overlaying or replacing her hand. Moaning through her mouth, she rolled onto her shoulder, holding up her other hand. Her hoof. Thing.

What had they done to her?

Snorting through her nose, she curled her upper lip, noting a thick weight dangling from her nostrils. Sticking out her tongue, she touched the edge of a thick ring, the metal dancing with every lick.

She was starting to get a better understanding of her baffling situation. Stunned, she tilted her head down to examine the rest of her nude body.

First, there were the heavy breasts on her chest, her skin looking tight and swollen. Her areolae looked larger than she remembered, the brown surface having a textured appearance. Her nipples were an angry red, protruding with bulging curves.

She took a deep breath, watching them wiggle. They had probably grown at least a solid cup size while she had been out, but that wasn't all.

The skin around the periphery had become patchy. When she leaned in closer, it became obvious that brownish blotches had appeared in large patches, the edges appearing irregular.

Where there was no color, her skin had become a pasty white, as though all the melanin had been bleached out of her. The patchiness continued down onto her chest, completely covering her arms and legs.

This couldn't be a skin condition, or at least it was nothing she had ever heard of. It had been applied to her, as if she had been tattooed!

Her heart sinking, she moved to examine her feet. Lurching forward, she banged a hoof against her knee, letting out a low cry of pain. She went cross-eyed for a moment, having to stop herself from attempting to rub it out. With the way her hands had been transformed, there was no way for her to touch anything!

Gritting her teeth, she blinked back tears, pressing her feet into the ground. Sure enough, they had been replaced with hooves, too. The transition between the upper part of the hard keratin and her skin looked puffy, inflamed.

Grunting, she examined her wrists again, realizing that she had missed the darting sets of black stitches just below the surface. They hadn't been glued on, they had been attached!

Fear blossomed in her chest, and she groaned again, long and loud. Again, it struck her that this sounded rather inhuman.

She desperately wanted a mirror, as she suspected that something had been added to her throat. It felt dry, and full, as if something had been implanted.

She tried hacking to clear it, but nothing happened. Her gag reflex suddenly triggered, a retching cough seizing her until tears streaked down her face.

Fuck, that was horrible. She would have to avoid doing that again!

The coughing had left her exhausted, a ball of fear growing in her belly. It was clear that she had been surgically altered, with some kind of device installed to make her unintelligible!

The fear suddenly turned to desperation. She needed to get out of here, get away!

Turning over, she scrabbled on the ground, unable to coordinate well with her strange hooves. Despite her difficulties, she was able to propel herself across a small patch of dirt and over to the fence, hanging her hooves over the rails in an attempt to pull herself up.

After a few aborted attempts, she cried out in victory as she hooked an elbow over the top, using the leverage to get her shaky feet under her.

An unpleasant spike of pain shot through what used to be her feet, a warning that they hadn't yet healed enough to put much weight on.

Shit. How was she going to get out of here like this? Even if she could get over the fence, she couldn't imagine crawling to safety on elbows and knees!

Even if it looked hopeless, she refused to give up. Taking a deep breath, she gritted her teeth and lurched upwards, careful to avoid dragging her swollen breasts against the wooden rail.

Lifting a leg, she jammed a knee onto the fence, using the leverage to lift up her other leg. It was only a matter of repetition from here, as the rails had been installed close together.

It was almost criminal how easy they had made it to escape. She would bring down the full force of the law on this evil place as soon as she could get out of here!

Pausing at the top, her chest clenched as she looked at the drop on the other side. The thought of landing on her hooved feet didn't appeal, so she'd need to work her way down slowly.

Snorting through her nose, she began to work through her next steps when she noticed a hint of movement across the field. She frowned, trying to wrap her mind around seeing something so odd in the middle of a calm pasture.

It looked like a woman, given her prominent breasts, but her body was completely covered in a white rubber bodysuit. Large block numbers gleamed on her chest: Zero Five.

Her head was hidden under an inverted bowl, a curved notch cut out of the front to expose her nose and lips. There were tiny holes in the rubber hood for her nostrils, with a wider opening for her mouth.

Her lips were painted white, the skin around them appearing desaturated, as though all the color had been drained from them. A bright line sparkled over her eyes, like some kind of visor.

Courtney swallowed as the strange being approached, her steps precise. Her footing was sure on the broken ground, white rubber boots gleaming with polish. In her hand, she clutched a long, black baton, a rounded knob at the end.

She didn't fully understand the danger she was in until the robotic woman approached closer, the baton rising into the air. She opened her mouth to try to reason with the stranger, only to find that something like a moo escaped her lips.

Her eyes bulged as the woman reached out to touch her shoulder with the baton. A sparking crackle of electricity convulsed her body, her limbs twitching uncontrollably.

She lost her grip, falling backwards off the fence and smashing her head against the dirt, a spike of pain driving into her forehead. She bellowed as a hoof caught against a rail, twisting at an awkward angle.

Laying on her back, stunned, it was all she could do to breathe, a terrible pain in her shoulder. She had probably wrenched something, and she was too afraid to look at it.

A sudden pounding headache demanded her attention, but she could do nothing about it. Not with these damn hoof hands!

She grimaced, sniffing through her nose as tears began to gather. What had she deserved to be put in this hellish place? She wasn't an animal, dammit!

A head loomed above her, and for a brief moment, she thought that it was the bizarre guard, come to finish her off. It took her a few moments to recognize the sympathetic face of another woman, a white streak running down over her nose.

Black spots curved around her glistening wet eyes, looking like a mask. A thick, golden ring hung from her nose, her lips turned down in sympathy.

Letting out a snort, she leaned in to press her cold nose against Courtney's cheek. Courtney pulled away, wincing as this put pressure on her twisted arm.

The cow woman mooed, shaking her head. A blue tag dangled from her right ear, a number and letters printed at the bottom - VIR090.

More curious heads appeared, a wild variety of browns and blacks in various colorations, but Ninety mooed, shoving them away. Setting a long, spindly arm under her right shoulder, the cow woman clumsily inserted her hoof under Courtney's back, giving it a brisk shove.

Courtney shrieked at the pain, but suddenly things felt somewhat better, a rush of pins and needles running down her left arm. She was soon distracted by a series of cow tongues that descended upon her body, accompanied by a series of welcoming moos.

Courtney was completely overwhelmed, finding it difficult to understand this warm, but wet assault. Their soft bodies were squishing up next to hers, large breasts squeezing against her skin. It was almost as though she was being welcomed into their family.

Her eyes darted from cow to cow, trying to take them all in. That one had two shades of brown, while the next was a pallid white, a third pure black. There didn't seem to be a particular pattern to them, it was a veritable menagerie.

Menagerie. She recalled something that Bradley had said, starting to understand what he was talking about. Somehow, he had brought all these women here and turned them into a herd of literal cows.

She looked closer at their bodies, noting their differences. The brown one had tremendous breasts, dark veins running over her flesh up to her fat nipples. The velvety black cow was more petite, with her hair braided into a curled ponytail that draped down her neck.

Despite the differences in their physical features, they all had tiny horns poking out of the sides of their skulls, curving upwards towards the sky. They did not appear to be long enough to be unwieldy, but there was some evidence that they had been ground down into blunt points.

She immediately began to wonder if she had similar horns, as her head definitely felt weird, but the tongues were working over her body and one of the cows had seized hold of her left breast. She let out a low moo, trying to raise her arm to shoo the cow away.

She winced as another shock of pain jolted her shoulder. She had definitely injured it, which made her a cripple. How was she going to escape like this?

Tears appeared in her eyes as she laid back, feeling very sorry for herself. She was meant to be feted and pampered, not treated like some barnyard animal!

The first cow leaned in, picking a tear off her cheek. She hiccuped, the tears coming faster. She wasn't alone, at least, but she didn't want to be treated like an infant!

An odd anger spiked through her brain, at the cows, at the world, at Bradley. She wanted to strangle him, but how would she accomplish that with hooves for hands?

The absurd thought disrupted her pity party, and she snorted. What was she going to do now?

You know, beyond being licked by this black eyed beauty. She pursed her lips and shook her head, trying to get the cow to back off.

The woman only took this as an invitation to get more intimate, folding her legs next to Courtney's shoulder and licking a stripe up to her ear. There was something in her gaze that disturbed her, a dullness of affect, as if the cow woman had little going on inside that skull of hers.

She was going to try to brush her off again when the faint sound of a tinkling bell came from farther down the pasture.

The cows all stopped licking her, their heads rising and turning as one, nostrils flaring. When the bell came again, they lurched up onto their hooves, ear tags dangling.

She watched them as they trundled off down the hill, the brown one very obviously pregnant, breasts hanging low. She didn't seem to mind the way they rubbed up against her arms, her body moving in a wobbling glide, as if she was used to their presence.

Her horns did appear a little longer than that of the others, her brown pigment, a little darker. On her left butt cheek was a circular scar with a pictograph of a busty woman, her jaw hanging open in a wide O.

That looked like a brand, which made sense, given Bradley's proclivities. He was rather fond of blowjobs, and would never turn down the chance to get some action.

She had refused him a few times, in her arrogance. She only understood now the terrible danger she had been in, though back then she had dismissed his glowering face as inconsequential.

She had thought that stringing him along would be good for the relationship, long term, to keep him thirsty. Oh, how wrong she was!

A low moo interrupted her thoughts, and she realized that the raccoon faced cow woman was waiting patiently for her, a look of warm kindness on her face.

For a moment, Courtney wanted to turn over and sulk. The other cows had seemed rather eager, though, and she was curious to see what had drawn their interest.

First, she'd need to figure out how to get up, which was easier said than done. Groaning, she arched her back, feeling dizzy from the pain that shot up her arm.

It was pretty clear that she wasn't going to be able to put any weight on it. Breathing hard, she leaned to the right, experimentally pressing her hoof hand into the dirt.

It sank into the soft ground, feeling surprisingly reasonable as it took up her weight. She couldn't feel anything at the base, but a real cow wouldn't be able to, either.

As an experiment, she tried to squeeze her fingers, but only the vestigial dewclaw twitched. If there was an actual hand inside there somewhere, there was little evidence of its existence.

Sighing, she rolled her weight forward, testing how it would work in locomotion. The way the forces angled didn't seem too unnatural, but she still felt wobbly from being shocked.

Grunting in frustration, she put more weight onto her right hoof, mentally telling her arm to stop shaking. She didn't have any idea how long it would take to learn how to move around like this, and she didn't want to know. She wasn't planning on staying here any longer than she had to!

Blinking her eyes, she let out a low moo when the cow from earlier nudged her side. There actually appeared to be a sort of dim intelligence deep in her black eyes as she offered her shoulder.

It took Courtney a while to understand what the cow woman was offering, and she frowned. Would that even work? Her left hoof was rather useless at the moment, but if she braced herself against the other cow, she might be able to struggle along.

She wanted to thank her for the idea, but all that came out was a soft snort. Shaking her head, she noticed the weight in her ear, and her heart throbbed. She had been tagged.

For what purpose, she couldn't say, and there was no way for her to even touch it. Putting it out of her mind, she pulled her knees underneath her belly, pushing herself off the ground.

She didn't like the idea of trying to walk on her back hooves, so she looked at the other cow expectantly and asked her to move in closer.

This came out as a whistling moo, but the other cow seemed to understand what she was asking. She placed her hooves next to Courtney's body, offering up her shoulder.

Courtney leaned into her, letting her injured arm dangle. Her shoulder twinged, but fortunately it wasn't painful enough to prevent her from lurching forward.

She blew air through her lips, frustrated at how slow it was. Peering down the hill, she swallowed, realizing that the distance was greater than she had anticipated.

The other cows were gathering near the pond, milling about next to a trough mounted by a gate in the fence. She was starting to get an inkling of what this might be about, as her stomach felt rather empty. Damn, she should have considered that before trying to climb over the fence!

She had to be kind to herself, though. She hadn't exactly been thinking straight since she had arrived here. Who would?

She breathed heavily through her nose, curling her lip against the heavy ring as she struggled along. The other cow was patient with her, letting out slow moos whenever she stopped, coaxing her forward.

She hissed, glaring at her throbbing arm. She was starting to think that she had broken the darn thing. There was obvious swelling starting to appear above her elbow, the skin becoming puffy and red.

It looked rather nasty, and she hoped that it wouldn't require medical treatment. Who knew what kind of backyard butchery they performed around here?

She took in deep breaths, trying to calm herself down as they neared the halfway point. The cows below had stopped their aimless wandering, and were pointed towards the fence, noses upturned.

Courtney let out a shaky moo when she noticed the reason why. An extended cab pickup had pulled up with a trailer, a series of small tanks and hoses mounted inside.

She stopped, shaking her head. She had no idea what those would be used for, and she wasn't interested in finding out.

Her companion leaned in close, licking her cheek. She pulled away, shaking her head. No, no thank you!

The door of the pickup popped open, and a woman slid out of the driver's seat, dressed in a liquid red bodysuit. Her feet were clad in tall rubber boots of the same color, the material glistening in the light as she dropped to the ground.

A tight black corset was wrapped around her waist, a zipper running up to her neck. A small hat was perched on her head, slightly off center. It looked rather silly, and Courtney couldn't stop herself from snorting in amusement.

This was no laughing matter, however. She had seen this woman before, in the limo. Bradley had called her the Doctor, and she was probably responsible for her strange body modifications.

Hate welled up within her. She wanted to slap the Doctor in the face and demand that she change her back. That was impossible given the voice modifier in her throat, but she could at least make her life more difficult!

Sneering, she redoubled her efforts, using the other cow as a crutch to help her stumble down the shallow slope.

She was starting to become a little more used to using her hoof hand for balance, but it was still extremely awkward. Fortunately, there wasn't too far left to go. Even so, she was breathing hard when they caught up to the rest of the pack, her lips feeling parched.

A whiff of an odd, sweet odor assailed her nostrils, and she frowned. Had that come off the truck?

She smelled again, but the wind had changed direction, bringing her the dry scent of grass from off the hill.

Giving up on trying to figure it out, she narrowed in on the Doctor, fixing her with a baleful gaze. The woman had moved up to the fence, wrapping her black rubber gloves over the rail as she scanned the herd.

Courtney tossed her head when she noticed a glance coming her way, but the Doctor seemed uninterested in her display, turning to say something and snap her fingers.

Courtney froze as a woman dressed in orange rubber stepped around the rear of the truck, carrying a case in her hands. Her head was covered by the same strange helmet she had seen on the security guard earlier, a visor sparkling.

She handed the case to the Doctor, who gestured with a riding crop that had been dangling from her wrist.

The rubber clad woman turned in a smooth circle, lining up with the gate in the fence. Her hands manipulated the latch mechanically, moving back to pull it open.

The Doctor swept inside, using her crop to nudge back the interested cows who congregated around her. “Not quite yet, little ones, your new member needs some treatment.”

They pulled back as if they understood, making soft moos as they gave her room. They were acting as though they liked the Doctor, but why?

The Doctor moved right up to her. Forgetting herself, she lunged towards her, letting out a rush of air in an angry moo. Instantly losing her balance, she fell onto her left side, jamming her bad arm against the grass. She cried out, a horrendous streak of pain shooting through her upper arm into her shoulder.

Breathing hard, she could do nothing but moan, unable to move. An amused laugh buffeted her ears, followed by a wet nose touching her neck.

“Get out of there, Ninety, One Hundred needs some medicine.”

The nose disappeared, a set of hands roughly moving her arms. She cried out in pain again, and the Doctor grunted. “That's rather what I expected, given the report. There's a good chance it's broken. I'll immobilize it for now and get you some painkillers. You'll be taken to be X-rayed after the feeding is done.”

She paused, kneeling to place the case on the ground. “No food for you, though. If we have to do surgery, we can't have anything in your stomach.”

The waves of pain were so intense that she wasn't too worried about food. She just wanted it to stop.

Gentle hands held her shoulder. “Where does it hurt?” asked the doctor, poking and twisting gently.

It wasn't too bad at first, but when the Doctor got about halfway down her upper arm, she screamed. “Possible humerus fracture,” the Doctor said clinically. “Hold still.”

She wasn't thinking of doing anything else, gritting her teeth together. The throbbing pain was excruciating!

Her anger from earlier was gone. She would take help from anyone right now, even if she was a devil in disguise!

There came clicking sounds as the Doctor opened the case, retrieving a plastic packet and snapping it open. Reaching over, she swiped a cool liquid onto Courtney’s arm, bringing back memories of the limo. Another injection?

She froze, grimacing. She had to remind herself that this wouldn't be like the last time. She wasn't being put under for more alterations, this was to take away the pain!

When the needle arrived, it was almost anticlimactic. She hissed at the sharp poke, but it was soon over, the Doctor finishing the injection with a quick wipe.

Thankfully, the pain slowly began to ease. She let out a sigh, mooing in relief.

“Don't get too comfortable,” ordered the Doctor. “I still need to apply a splint. Stay still.”

Courtney did as she asked, but when a sharp cracking sound accompanied a sudden wave of pain, she almost lashed out, mooing in protest.

“Shh, little cow, I'm almost done here. Just a little bit more.”

There came another spike of pain and a tightness, then it dropped back to a dull ache. She shook like a leaf, trembling as the adrenaline began to wear off. She didn't feel good, but it had definitely improved.

Hissing through her teeth, she sat back on her heels, staring dumbly as the Doctor packed up her equipment and turned away. This would be a good time to curse her out, but she was feeling rather drained. Besides, it would only come out as another moo anyway.

Feeling disillusioned, she watched as the Doctor passed back through the gate, the cows crowding around her. In her current condition, she couldn't do anything. She was entirely at the mercy of the Doctor and her bizarre crew.

The raccoon faced cow nudged the back of her neck, letting out a low moo. Courtney turned to face her, but she was already moving on, her ass lifted high into the air.

The way it swung to and fro appeared rather silly, and she giggled. Taking a deep breath, she tried to calm down, but she couldn't stop herself from smiling.

That was probably the drugs talking, but that was okay. She was starting to feel a little better, and that was all that mattered.

The cows were mooing up against the fence, their necks lifting through the rails. The woman wearing an orange rubber bodysuit was poking a tube at them, which the cow in brown snagged first.

Her throat distended as she swallowed the end of the shaft, her lips closing around the soft length, chewing and sucking. The cow appeared to be drinking something down with voracious rapidity.

Her throat bobbed, the attendant waiting patiently for her to finish before pulling the tubing back. The sculptured end wobbled, the small flare at the end looking veiny. Was that… a dick?

She wasn't able to get much of a look before the next cow swallowed it whole. The cow’s eyes watered as she tugged on the tube, but she didn't seem to care, throat bulging.

The other cows mooed, jostling together as they vied to be next. Their winking asses wiggled, fat cheeks gaping wide, giving her glimpses of their bulging privates.

Pussy lips protruding, they leaned forward, unworried at how their swollen breasts hung low. The brown one even seemed to have a trickle of milk glistening on her fat treats. That only made sense, given her advanced state of pregnancy.

Courtney swallowed, feeling the resistance in her throat. She certainly hoped that wouldn't be her fate, though there didn’t appear to be any way to avoid it.

Cows. Pregnancy. Milking.

Even with the slowness of her churning thoughts, some of the answers seemed obvious. This was a farm, and with that came certain expectations.

She hated the idea, but it was starting to seem more like an inevitability.

No. She wouldn't allow herself to give up, not just yet!

She hadn't seen the extent of their operations. She was sure that there had to be some cracks she could exploit!

Most businesses were dysfunctional in one way or another. What were their weaknesses? Could she spot them and use them to her advantage?

Her head spun as she leaned forward on her good hoof. Her belly was gurgling, protesting at the lack of food. She couldn't remember the last time she had eaten, and the heat of the sun was starting to get to her. Whatever was being fed to those cows was likely cold and sweet, exactly what she needed to cut this thirst!

Her imagination was starting to run away with her, but she didn't care. Grunting, she shuffled forward as best she could, cursing her dangling arm. How could she have been so stupid?

A cold sweat bloomed on her neck as she came closer to the riotous cows. They were shoving for their turn on the rubbery dildo, and there was no way for her to insert herself. She was feeling hot and cold anyway, unsteady. It might be better if she laid down.

Sinking to the ground, she stared up at the sky. The clouds had drifted away, leaving a bright, blue expanse. A flock of birds darted past in a V, their wings appearing to kiss the sun.

Beautiful. She sighed, feeling unaccountably tired. Some of the pain had returned, and not even her thirst was enough to overcome it.

That was okay, this day had been overwhelming, nothing more than a fever dream. She closed her eyes, taking in a deep breath.

As she drifted off, an electronic chirp sounded in her ears. “Mistress, this one has collapsed.”

“It doesn't matter, we'll get her when we're done,” came the voice of the Doctor from far away. “Not even an hour on the range, and she's already made a mess of things, the stupid cow.”

Was that meant to be an insult? She didn't care.

Her mind had wings, and she was rising above, flying off towards new lands with the birds high above.

End Chapter Two

Friday, August 8, 2025

Novella Release: "Purification Agent USA"

I have a new novella released on Amazon:

Purification Agent USA - Kindle edition by Waters, Caroline. Literature & Fiction Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com.

If you would like to ask questions or leave comments, you can do so on my Discord here.

Tags

FM, MF, Mind Control, Corruption, Drone, Rubber, Encasement, Secret Agent

Synopsis

"Dean has been tasked by the Bureau to track down and destroy the Lust Bomb virus that is converting civilians into horny rubber lust drones. To do so, he must travel through the capital cities of the United States via train.

The goal: to fill his case with replicated crystals, reaching the one hundred required to defeat the Lust Bomb. That won’t be easy, however, as the crystals mesmerize civilians, instilling a wicked desire to possess them.

As if that wasn’t challenging enough, several other agents are interfering with his mission. One has an unknown agenda, while the other wants to get into his pants. Dodging their ulterior motives along with the sultry seduction attempts of the Lust Bomb will require all of his talents, lest he succumb to the corruption and become one of her faceless drones."



Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Short Story Release: 'Hive: Dronesday'

 I've just released a new short story on Amazon:

Hive: Dronesday - Kindle edition by Waters, Caroline. Literature & Fiction Kindle eBooks @ Amazon.com.

If you would like to ask questions or leave comments, you can do so on my Discord here.

Tags

FM, MF, Femdom, Mind Control, Android, Drone, Hive, Robot, Rubber, Transformation, Fetish

Synopsis

"Patrick should have been planning his wedding to his fiancé, Scarlett, but he found himself unable to resist the mystery posed by the unknown signal flooding the airwaves. Used to solving technical puzzles, he found himself obsessed with uncovering its secrets.

The lure of mystery brought him to a secret government installation, where he found himself dodging faceless, rubber clad drones. If he wishes to avoid becoming one himself and joining their Hive, he will need to face the source of the disturbance - PERI, the enigmatic android built to preserve humanity from the certainty of nuclear destruction."



Monday, April 28, 2025

My Writing Template

Introduction

Continuing my irregular series on the topic of authorship, I've decided to write about the process I find that works for me when I'm putting together a story.

Every author has a different method for writing their stories. Some swear by Scriviner, but personally, I don't find that I need anything more than a blank Google Doc.

I can't claim that this methodology will work for you, but I've found that it's helped me to write many novels. First, though, let's ask one of the most important questions -

What kind of an author are you?

Do you like writing to an outline, or are you fond of discovery writing (so-called 'pantsing')?

Both approaches are totally valid, but they will definitely affect the way you organize your writing. Regardless of which type you prefer, however, I highly recommend that you nail down the main characters in your story before you attempt to do any writing.

Once you have that much, you can decide to either write an outline, or do discovery writing. Lately, I've been taking a hybrid approach, where I start with a fun concept, do some discovery writing, then build an outline based off the ideas I've brainstormed from that writing.

I always get the characters defined up front, though, it helps to guide where things are going!

The Process

1. I start with the germ of a story idea. This is usually a brief paragraph or two that describes the initial concept and ideas I'd like to incorporate. It's kind of like a mission statement. It's important that this contains the end goal for your story - you need to know where your story is headed so that you can plot out its trajectory. You don't want to be discovery writing forever!

2. I then add a section for Characters. I start with the main characters, then add more as necessary. This is where I describe them physically, as well as put down their motivations.

3. At this point, I either write an outline, or do some discovery writing to get a feel for the shape of the story. As I write the story, I add to the outline all my ideas, keeping ahead of where I'm at before I catch up to the outline.

Sometimes, I have to sit down and brainstorm more ideas to make sure that the story can keep going. You can avoid this by doing a more intense session to create a full outline at the beginning.

4. While writing, I copy the characters I'm currently working with below the section I'm writing, along with any outline information I have for the current chapter. This gives me a quick reference to use if I'm forgetting any details.

I delete characters and outline elements once they've been used and are no longer relevant. I add bullet points right below the text I'm working on with any ideas I have for the upcoming parts.

When a chapter is done, I clear out whatever I don't need and bring up any new reference material I need to keep going.

5. Once I start to near the end of the story, I add an Author's Notes and Synopsis sections near the end. The author's notes are optional, but the synopsis is one of the most important parts of a story, as it catches the interest of a reader. I recommend editing the synopsis a couple of times before you release the story.

That's pretty much it! If you'd like to try following this process, I have a template below that you can copy into your document to help you get started!

Full Template

Chapter One

Here is where the body of the story goes. It grows longer the more you write, and it’s usually a good idea to put in more chapters whenever you hit a natural break, as it’s far more difficult to figure out how to break things up later.

Chapter Two

While you’re writing each chapter, I find it best to put the outline for the current section right below where you’re currently writing so that it’s easier to review. I also find it good to copy in the descriptions of the characters you’re currently writing about so that you can refer to them when you’re attempting to describe them.


  • Random notes for what happens next

  • Another random note

  • A few more notes

Copied Chapter Summary

  1. Here I simply copy in the section of the outline referring to the chapter being worked on.

    1. You can review this section of the outline at any time if you get stuck, or put new ideas in here as they come to you while writing

    2. Sometimes, in addition to this, I just use bullet points (like the ones above) to jot down the next ideas I have for the current scene when I finish the day’s writing, or while in the middle of writing if I have good ideas I want to make sure I incorporate.

    3. As I work through each part of the outline (or use up the bullet pointed ideas), I simply delete them, so that by the time I’m done with the chapter, I have a clean slate, and can copy in the next section of the outline for the next chapter.

Copied Character Descriptions

Character A - He’s a bold, brash, hero of uncertain origins. He has certain motivations and a striking pose.

  • Short, blue hair

  • Scar on the left cheek

  • Wearing a military uniform

  • Bags under his eyes

  • “This time, villain, it’s your turn to open the bread box!”

Character B - She’s his main squeeze, but she tries to be serious in public.

  • Mature, sexy

  • Very well put together

  • Has a terrible secret that she keeps from him

  • “Why do villains spend so much time monologuing?”

Characters

Here, I put the full list of characters in the story, similar to the section above, but… with everything. Generally, this is the section I write second when starting a story after jotting down vague plot ideas, because the characters drive everything in the story, so it’s important to get them figured out pretty early on.

Character A

  • Blah blah

Character B

  • Blah blah

Outline

The outline is usually the third part that gets written when putting together a new story (unless I'm discovery writing, then it might be the fourth.)

  1. In the first scene, the awesome hero meets with his secret partner.

    1. They plot something cool to happen.

    2. The plan fails and they look bad.

    3. They must figure out how to turn things around.

  2. Another thing happens that confronts our heroes

    1. They must be a force for good and figure out a new plan to defeat their foes.

Story Ideas

This is generally the first section to get written (I just push it towards the end as I add the character and outline sections above). These are the progenitor ideas for the plot - what it is I’m interested in telling a story about. How the story should end.

Once the character and outline sections are written, this section is no longer all that important, but I usually keep it around because it can be interesting to see where a story started, and perhaps some ideas might make their way back into the outline again at a later date. It’s never a bad idea to hold onto unused ideas because there may be an opportunity for recycling, or upcycling, as the case may be.

Author’s Notes

These can be written practically any time during the development process of the story, so it’s easy to stick them near the end of the document, since they’re not really related to the main body of the story.

Synopsis

This also goes near the end of the document. Sometimes, I shove this in before the Author’s Notes, but it doesn’t really matter, as this can be written during or after the main story is finished. Usually, it’s best to wait until you’re at least two thirds done with the story, as the tone can change pretty wildly as you’re writing, which might make anything you create obsolete once you get to the point where you actually need to have this hammered out.

I highly recommend re-reading the synopsis and perhaps rewriting it once the story is complete to make sure that it properly reflects the contents of the story. Most readers are going to use your synopsis as their final decision as to whether your story is worth reading, so it’s definitely worth the effort to get it right.

Story Tracking

I like to track how many words I’ve written for a story each day. This section is not necessary, but it does help to keep you on track with building on and (hopefully) finishing your story!

Inspiration Images

If there’s some images that inspired this tale, sticking them in at the end can be useful so that you can refer to them as your story takes shape.


Sunday, April 27, 2025

Formatting and Publishing Smut Stories Online for Free

I've been publishing my stories online for years, and it takes a surprising amount of effort to do. The effort can be scaled depending upon how many sites you wish to release to, of course, but since I prefer getting as many eyeballs on my stories as possible, it makes sense to publish wide.

That being the case, every site has a slightly different way of formatting stories, which can be absolutely maddening to deal with. Here, I'll lay out my process for dealing with this, as well as my impressions about each site I normally publish to.

This explanation will use only free tools for formatting - yes, you too can write and publish your very own smut stories for free on the Internet!

Tools - Document Editor - Google Docs


I personally use Google Docs for writing all my stories, so the formatting advice below will assume that this is your starting point. In theory, any editor can be used to write your story, but there could be slight differences in how things will turn out when you copy and paste your work, so keep that in mind!

Tools - Notepad++


You can download a copy of Notepad++ here. It's an open source tabbed text editor with powerful find/replace tools and macros. I simply can't live without it when working with text files, and I use it extensively below.

Tools - Libre Office


You can use Word if you have a license, but if not, Libre Office can do pretty much everything Word can. I'll be describing the find/replace functionality in Libre Office below, but I'm certain that you could duplicate the same commands in Word given some experimentation.

Blog Posting - Blogger


When posting stories here, I simply copy the text straight out of Google Docs. That makes this the easiest way to post my stories, but I don't have a large viewership here, so this is only the starting point!

MCStories


MCStories has been around for ages, and is still run by Simon Bar Sinister (as far as I know - could this be a Dread Pirate Roberts situation?) It has good viewership, but the web page is bare bones. A lot of us like it that way (I certainly do), but this means that your story needs to be formatted to work in plain old HTML. That might seem intimidating at first, but I'll provide an easy set of steps to get you ready to publish below!

MCStories does have a content restriction you should be aware of - it only accepts mind control stories, and it does not accept stories which have gender transformations. If you like writing those kinds of stories, you'll need to post them elsewhere.

Simon is okay with self promotion and disclaimers, so if you wish to include those at the beginning or end of your story, knock yourself out!

Okay, with that out of the way, here's the steps I take to get a story ready to send to Simon:

1. Create a text file on disk.

Name it after your story. If you story has multiple chapters, name it Chapter 1 (E.g. 'My Story Chapter 1.txt'

2. Fill out this template for your first chapter:

Synopsis

<Your Synopsis Here>

Tags

<Your Tags Here - Use the tags that are defined here which represent the content of your story.>

Author's Notes

Here you can include a link to your blog or other works, as well as anything you want to say about the genesis of the story. You can also include disclaimers, if you desire, though most of your content warning should be applied through the use of proper tags above.

Chapter One (If the story is just one chapter, you can just use the name of the story here - 'MyStoryName')

<This spot contains the contents of the chapter, but you can leave it blank for now.>

End Chapter One (If the story is just one chapter, you can use 'End MyStoryName')

3. If you have multiple chapters, repeat the process above, creating one text file per chapter. At the end of the last chapter, you can include additional author's notes, if you so choose.

4. Copy your story contents out of Google Docs into a Libre Office Writer document. It doesn't matter whether you save it as a docx or an odt, either format is fine.

5. If your story contains italics, you will need to change those into a format that can be displayed in HTML. To do so, follow these instructions:
  • Go to Edit -> Find and Replace.
  • In the 'Find' box, put this: .*
  • Click the 'Format...' button near the bottom of the box.
  • In the 'Style' dropdown, select 'Italic'
  • Click Ok.
  • Back in the main box, make sure that the 'Regular expressions' box is checked.
  • Use the 'Find Next' button a few times to verify that you are now matching on italic text.
  • In the 'Replace' box, insert this: <i>&</i>
  • Click on the 'Replace All' button.
This should surround all italic text in your document with an <i></i> tag.

6. Copy your story contents into the text document you prepared in step 2. All further formatting will be done in Notepad++ (italic formatting cannot be done in Notepad++ because it will not retain the italic style within a text document).

7. Go to Search -> Find, then select the 'Replace' tab.
  • Use 'Replace All' to replace “ characters with "
  • Use 'Replace All' to replace ” characters with "
  • Use 'Replace All' to replace ‘ characters with '
  • Use 'Replace All' to replace ’ characters with '
  • Use 'Replace All' to replace … with ... (these might look the same but they are not)
  • If you're feeling up for a challenge, you can use Macro -> Start Recording, then perform all of your replacements, then 'Stop Recording.' This will create a re-usable macro that you can use to run all the replacements in one go.
8. Send an email to simon@galaxy.net with your story text files attached, and ask him to post it to the archive! (Also thank him for doing so!)

Literotica


Literotica has been around for quite some time, and appears to have one of the largest audiences in the fetish space. Their content policy is much more accepting than MCStories, but they do not allow fanfiction or self promotion at all, and their moderation system is very strict.

Additionally, moderation takes at least 3 days per chapter, so if you have a multi-chapter work and queue it all up in one go, it will take a long time for the entire work to be posted, so do keep that in mind.

Formatting here is pretty simple - copy the text out of Google Docs into Libre Office Writer and save each chapter in their own docx or odt file. You can then upload these individual files to publish on the site.

A synopsis for the story is not required - instead, you will need to give each chapter a (very) short description. To group multiple chapters for the same story together, you will need to name them in a specific way using this template: <StoryName> Ch. 01, <StoryName> Ch. 02, etc.

The site now also supports series management, but the feature has been difficult for me to use properly. Your mileage may vary.

If you have a Patreon or Amazon author page, you can configure these to show up on the site by following the information on this page: https://literotica.com/faq/publishing/support-this-author

It's not great, but that's all the site allows.

Read Only Mind


Read Only Mind is another Mind Control story site that has gained popularity in recent years. It seems to have a pretty healthy readership, and is another great place to post your Mind Control stories.

To post here, you can use the same DocX or ODT file you used to post to Literotica. The added benefit here is that the site will load the text from your document and allow you to edit it within the web page. Pay special attention to any three star separators you've used (***), as the spacing will need to be fixed for the story to look good.

Fetlife


Many people aren't likely to post their stories to Fetlife because they don't want to link them to their personal kink accounts.

If you do decide to do so, you can follow the same steps as you would for formatting the text for MCStories, but use ** as the replacement for italics instead of <i>&</i>. Chapter breaks and headers should be denoted with double stars like so to make them bold: **This is bold text**

Hentai Foundry


I haven't found my readership here to be all that large, but you may have more success than me depending on your story content.

Formatting for this site is, quite frankly, a huge pain:

1. Copy/Paste from Google Docs into the inline editor.
2. Click on the 'Source Code' button.
3. Copy the text to Notepad++ and remove the extra inserted newlines using the Search -> Replace dialog (make sure Search mode is set to 'Extended'): \r\n\r\n\r\n -> \r\n\r\n
4. Copy the text back into Hentai Foundry, and turn off the 'Source Code' button. The text should now have the correct formatting and spacing.
5. You can include a synopsis for the story as well as descriptions for each chapter on this site, if you so desire.

DeviantArt


DeviantArt has recently reduced some of their adult content restrictions, but I am still leery of posting anything too spicy there. The fetish audience is actually quite large, however, and this a great place to notify people about what you're working on. Personally, I post images from the stories I am releasing there, as well as links to my blog that contain the stories I'm releasing, instead of trying to format them specifically to release there.

Let me know if you use this site differently!

Conclusion


These are the sites I commonly post my stories on. If you have others to recommend, drop me a line (or just let me know if you used any of these tips to publish your stories!)


Quick Reference Cheat Sheet


1. Blog: Copy from Google Docs

2. MCStories: Do the search below to replace italics, copy output to txt file and replace stylized characters with regular ASCII characters - ‘ ’ “ ” … -> ' ' " " ...

Replace italics with HTML formatting:

Search: Format Style -> Italic, Find: .*
Replace: <i>&</i>
Regular expressions checked

When finished, send story to simon@galaxy.net.

3. Literotica: Upload docx file with formatting. Name chapters in this format: Ch. 0x

4. Hentai Foundry: Copy/Paste from Google Docs into the inline editor. Click on the 'Source Code' button, copy the text to Notepad++ and remove the extra inserted newline: \r\n\r\n\r\n -> \r\n\r\n. Copy this text back to HF and it will have the correct spacing.

5. Fetlife: Do the same replaces as #2, but use *&* to outline italics instead of: <i>&</i> - Chapter breaks and headers need **bold text**

6. ROM: Use the same DocX used for Literotica as the starting point. Three star separators will need to be fixed.

7. DeviantArt: Post a link to the blog

Friday, April 25, 2025

My favorite sexy stories!

Okay, now that the heavy stuff is out of the way, let's talk about timeless classics!

I won't be giving these a score, because I consider them all to be 10/10 in my books. Most of them remain open in my browser because I keep coming back to them.

Let's dive right in!

Tabico


No discussion would be complete without talking about Tabico, a prominent luminary of ages past. Unfortunately, she is no longer in the scene, but the work she has left behind has inspired a generation of mind control authors.

Her blog is here, but she has not posted for years: https://tabicosf.blogspot.com/

If you haven't seen them, there are some extra tidbits on her blog that weren't posted anywhere else, so it's worth the effort to dig around a bit.

I'm picking a handful of my favorites here, but all of her stories are definitely worth a read!

Herd Instinct - mc ff mf


Synopsis


"Rebecca is heavily modified by her kidnappers. She does, however, have some surprises of her own."


Breakdown

Quite simply, it's about a mother and daughter being turned into cows in a harsh laboratory that enacts bizarre body modifications to change their skin color and induce lactation, while training them to be the best brainless animals they can be.

It's the hottest story I've ever read, and the way it ends is simply amazing. If you're a fan of bad ends, body mods, drug induced mind control, and milking, this has it all!

Descent - mc ff

Synopsis

"After a great battle, Ekateryn scans the battlefield, looking for surviving Dark creatures."

Breakdown

I first read this one during my college days, and I couldn't stop thinking about it for weeks. The idea of a righteous character choosing to enslave oneself to the dark Queen and turn one of her compatriots into the Queen's masked slave just melts me.

The theme of a Dark Queen has come up a few times in Tabico's works, such as The Loosing of the Dark and To Bring Them All, though those stories have more of a Lord of the Rings vibe to them.

I considered adding separate entries for those stories here as well, but Tabico has so many good ones, I had to narrow the list down.

This one is short, sweet, and hot. Give it a read!

Rouge - mc ff rb

Synopsis

"Four investigative journalists attempt to infiltrate the Mars home base of the powerful Rouge Corporation, whose utterly secretive rejuvenation treatment is the closest humans have come to achieving immortality."

Breakdown

I believe this may be one of my first encounters with a Hive based story. It definitely made an impact, and is one of the reasons I've written so many myself. I feel that my work still can't quite compare to the raw sexiness of this story, though I think I've come close once or twice.

I simply love how the main party gets split up and picked off to be converted, one by one, a slow descent into dronedom that simply makes you want to obey.

Adaptation - mc sf

Synopsis

"On a distant planet, a young colonist runs afoul of some potentially dangerous wildlife."

Breakdown

Parasites, alien insects, impregnation, oh my! There's something about having your mind infected by an alien organism and being forced to obey its commands that's simply sizzling hot!

The ending is pretty brutal, so if you're squeamish, I'd give that a miss, but the leadup to the ending simply shouldn't be missed if you're into this kind of squicky stuff!

Slanador


The Milk Society - mc mf ft gr la sf bd

Synopsis

"On her way home, Emily learns to appreciate her greatest asset, as she becomes an important member of a secret society."

Breakdown

Imagine that you're walking down a street, and someone shoves a drugged milk bottle into your face and forces you to drink some. You're then pulled into a strange building where you're dressed in rubber and drugged further, physically altered to become a producing cow.

Bound physically, your body screams its arousal as the tubes are attached, the pumping machines working you over as the sweet fluid is extracted, creating more drugged nectar for further recruits. Yum!

There was also a sequel, 'Higher Milk Production,' but it's no longer on the archive and I couldn't find it with a cursory search. It's not as good as the first story, but it's too bad that it's not available any longer. Bummer!

Tang


Master of Puppets - mc mf md ff ft gr bd

Synopsis

"Sian gets a job at a rock and roll newspaper, despite knowing little about the subject."

Breakdown

Sian is a journalist, investigating a rock star, who uses a mysterious ritual to transfer her body into one of his latex clad assistants. Her body is a punk's paradise - piercings, shaved hair, perfect curves - a wonderful slut for Master.

The rock star then starts to change her into one of his latex clad playthings.

This kind of corruption has all of the elements I like when reading about a character's descent into slavery. It's short, but sweet, and has plenty of the shiny stuff.

Zorkmeister


Indoctrination - mc ff in

Synopsis

"Two sisters undergo a gruelling initiation into their new existence."

Breakdown

This author tends to have a fetish fascination with turtlenecks, which I don't share. However, this particular story about the kidnapping of two sisters and their conversion into brainless slaves is absolutely sizzling hot.

The slow inductions are excellent, but it gets dialed up to a new level when one of the sisters escapes, but then is recaptured and converted into a permanent slave by the mysterious organization, joining her sister in abject submission.

The ending is a treat - but I'll let you read that part yourself without any spoilers.

Starro


Maidenhead - mc ff mf fd sf

Synopsis

"Jana discovers a symbiotic life form on a barren planet. As the life form grows within her, it conditions her to be its host in a most unusual way."

Breakdown

Starfish parasites are unusual, but the author's name rather gives the game away. Even so, the story doesn't really appear connected at all to the comic book universe it takes inspiration from.

The idea of an alien starfish attaching itself to ones genitals, then sending a root-like structure through their body to eventually take control of their mind? That's hot.

Some usual science fiction shenanigans ensure, creating an entertaining ride along the way. Would you have the fortitude necessary to resist the inexorable pull of one of these creatures' giant eyeballs?

Conclusion


This isn't meant to be a comprehensive list, by any means, but these are the stories that are among my all time favorites. Do you have any stories that you keep revisiting year after year?

Thursday, April 24, 2025

Being an Indie Author is Tough

Introduction

I am currently working on a new story titled 'Hive: Dronesday.' The first draft should be done sometime at the beginning of next month, so I am anticipating a mid-month release unless something changes.

In the meantime, since it has been awhile since I've posted something about topics not involving my own stories, I thought I'd share my perspectives on the struggles of being an Indie author.

I originally intended on making this a post about my favorite sexy stories of all time, but somehow I fell into this topic instead, and it turned into rather more of a downer than I had expected. Next time, to lift the mood, I'll post about the sexy stories instead...

Being an Indie Author is Tough

I'm not trying to throw a pity party here, per se, as pity doesn't really solve any of the issues I find myself faced with. Really, I think I just need to vent for a little bit, so please bear with me while I better define my feelings on this topic.

Many of my favorite authors have left the scene during the time I've been writing stories, and I think I know a fair bit of the reasons why, since I feel the same pressures myself. I'm going to try to pick them apart here and get all of my complaining out of the way in one go.

  • Imposter Syndrome
    • "Comparison is the Thief of Joy." It's a true statement, but one that is practically impossible to avoid. It is all too easy to compare oneself to other writers and feel let down by what you can create yourself.
    • For example, I know that I have several weaknesses in my writing that I find very difficult to overcome:
      • Characterization
        • Most of my characters turn out more one dimensional than I'd like. I tend to write overly cerebral characters, finding it difficult to write characters that are supposed to be quirky, funny, or flat out dumb.
      • Conversations
        • Continuing in the same vein, I never feel that what I write is particularly clever. During editing later, I usually feel a bit better about what I wrote, but it never really rises to the level I would like it to.
      • Comedy
        • I don't think I'm a particularly funny individual, and although I can sometimes write what I think are amusing turns of phrase, it never really rises to the level of 'laugh out loud.'
  • Lack of Attention
    • This is particularly rough for any creative. Think of the Youtubers who labor for years without finding an audience, or an artist who labors undiscovered, hoping that one day the hard work they put into their craft will be worth it. The sad truth is that skill and effort is only part of the equation - success is equal parts skill, effort, and a hefty bit of luck.
    • Writing for a niche only magnifies this problem. As a measure of success, I currently have 185 followers on Amazon, and I make around $100 a month.
      • When compared to other indie authors, this is amazing, don't get me wrong, but I've pretty much hit a wall. It doesn't matter what I publish now, I won't ever be able to do much better than this (and if I stop publishing new stories, I'm guaranteed to do a lot worse).
      • If I were to seek more success, I would need to move more towards wide stream appeal, but then I would be starting over from scratch with a new audience, with no guarantee of success. Starting over is one of the hardest things anyone can do.
      • On the other hand, writing stories with more 'acceptable' elements to society at large would solve some of my moral quandaries... see below for more on that topic.
  • Burnout
    • So far, I've made $300 total from the three novels I released at the beginning of this year. Those three novels combined took half a year to write and edit. When looked at objectively, the value proposition simply isn't there.
    • I've poured a tremendous amount of energy into releasing these stories over the past three years, and I haven't really been rewarded for it. I know that I won't be satisfied with stopping, but I see now that pushing hard isn't ever going to bring me to whatever arbitrary end point I was looking to achieve with all this effort.
      • This is a big reason why I haven't bothered re-imposing a 1000 word/day limit like I did in 2023/2024. In those years, I never missed a day, and I'm not sure that I can say that it was worth it.
        • Who am I trying to impress? I've already impressed myself with how much I've been able to accomplish. I never thought that I would ever write so many novels to begin with!
      • As a result, I stepped back from trying to hit any goal over the past few months, and I'm feeling somewhat happier about the level of effort I'm putting in. I'll have to see how this goes and re-evaluate again later.
  • Lack of Community
    • It's unfair to complain about other people when this is just a flaw in my personality. I'm not good at joining in with discussions on Discord; perhaps some of that is a generalized feeling of inadequacy when it comes to sexual affairs (that's a topic for another day, or perhaps never).
    • Due to the subject matter involved, people don't necessarily want to engage with the author, they simply want to do their business and bounce. This is perfectly reasonable, but it does mean that a certain amount of guilt is assigned to reading the material I produce, and therefore people don't wish to engage with me as the author of said material.
  • Moral Quandaries
    • I come from a strong Christian background, and I am rather religious. I also have a chronic illness that causes me to be in quite a lot of pain daily.
    • Then why did you just recently write two novels about people turning into demons? What about all those lesbian tales? How about that futa stuff?
      • We're all a part of this fallen world, and I am a sinner, the same as everyone else. Unfortunately, I also have a crushing lack of self confidence and social skills due to my illness, so I don't exactly have a healthier way to handle my... needs... in a more productive fashion.
    • I think most people have a level of darkness within them, and they have to learn to live with it in some way. This happens to be my cross to bear.
    • Releasing these desires through writing is a safe way to deal with them, better than most alternatives.
    • And yet, at a certain low level, I know that this is feeding into the depression that's keeping me from progressing beyond the current state I'm in.
      • Some would say that I am encouraging others to indulge their baser natures by releasing my writing to the world - that I am magnifying other people's worst impulses.
        • If that's the accusation, I suppose I can't really deny it, although I don't believe that I should be 100% responsible for what pleasure other people derive from my work.
      • I know what the usual influencers out there would say - "porn is bad", "no fap", "work on yourself bro," etc. etc.
        • None of this is particularly useful to extricate myself from the jaws of the trap I'm in. I'm effectively being asked to deny something that makes me human, as though I'm a machine that can turn my desires on and off by sheer force of will.
        • In ages past, I suppose people in my position either descended to the depths of hedonism or locked themselves away in a cloister. I don't think I'm particularly suited for either path.
  • Loneliness
    • It's an all too common ailment these days, and I suppose I'm simply feeling it more keenly lately. Ah well. Yet another symptom of our disconnected, digital world.
Anyway, there are no clear-cut solutions to any of this. Like I said, it's more of a vent than a real attempt to try and solve any problems. I'll just say... this author is a rather tortured individual, and if one day I disappear from the scene, any one of these reasons could be why.